If you had stayed…
We would probably be in Dry Fork because I doubt I could have gotten you to leave for Christmas.
If you had stayed…
I would probably still be working a regular job because I wouldn’t have the panic and anxiety that I have today.
If you had stayed…
We would not have found Blue H.E.L.P. and our BH family.
If you had stayed…
Abby would probably have phone privileges because you were a pushover for her and she knew it.
If you had stayed…
Cinnamon would still be in the driveway, and the Jeep would still be in the garage, instead of being replaced by Little Blue.
If you had stayed…
You would be teaching Abby to drive instead of Terry.
If you had stayed…
I might still have the friends I had, but I might not have the ones I have now.
If you had stayed…
Abby and I might not be as close as we are; she’s literally saved my life you know.
If you had stayed…
I would still be running and working out all the time because I would have the energy for it.
If you had stayed…
I probably would have found a million reasons not to follow my dreams of writing instead of actually doing it.
If you had stayed…
Boudreaux would not cuddle me all the time now because he would have his person.
If you had stayed…
Our lives would have been untouched by the pain of your loss; we would have been oblivious.
If you had stayed…
A million things would be different for us than they are.
If you had stayed…
You would be turning 52 today, my love.
If you had stayed…
Happy Birthday in the Cosmos, Babe! I love you still and always…
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You and Abby are saving each other! Her being with you is truly a vocation (calling) for you: most important!
Never said parenthood was easy, but it is WAY COOL! Always remember that. I wish I had been more respectful of it! Love you!
Very well written. I really miss Wayne He was a True Friend..
Thank You for sharing.
Really love this ❤